As you hope I will continue to live

Dario Sorgato
Friday June 2nd, 2017 04:30 pm

Do you really believe they will find a cure for this damn disease (RP)?

This is the question I wrote on a well-known Facebook group that brings together patients with Retinitis Rigmentosa or Usher Syndrome and their family members.

With nearly 10000 subscribers it is a very active group and every day there are posts of all kinds. Stories of daily life, accidents reports, someone looking for emotional support, someone who shares the last medical report.

Many posts the latest news about possible cures, more or less successful tests, artificial retina, organic retina.

For over twenty years I lived and cope with Retinitis PIgmentosa and for so many years the news seems promising. At every visit the doctor talks about interesting results of that test or the other trial.

I attended some congresses and what I am left is the image of an American professor who talks about how he has able to slow retinal degeneration of a mouse. Blessed mouse.

So to the question above, I cannot hold back from answeringwith with a dry one

As you hope I will continue to live

This answer may sound harsh among the yes, no, the chiss and the various arguments that support stem, genetics, bionics, programmed cells, and so on.

Who to believe?
What to believe?

My answer could be read as a judgment or perhaps even as a vanity, especially if you know about my adventure to Everest Base Camp,  you are here to cry, waiting for a cure, here to hope, while I do extraordinary things you do not even dream of.

Here some interesting comments.

B. W. M. Honestly? Not in my lifetime. The best I hope for is a potential ability to slow progression for some. It’s a very complex disease with so many different variables between us all.

O. D. C. I believe the only option is bionic eyes. Not in our lifetime.
Why no cure? Because the retina is dead. Can’t revive something that is gone. Maybe they’ll find something to stop progress in 10 years? By then for most of us it’s too late. I’m legally blind anyways. Move on!

Yes, Move on! Like the next comments says

J.E. Yes, there is a balance to everything that is the law of nature…the cure also lies within us, we have to be strong to accept it and I also believe when someone has a weakness there is a balance of a strength but you have to find it and nurture it to get it out to its fullest potential.

The most interesting Point of View is from G.L who wrote

I’m comfortable where I’m at. If the can stop progression I’ll be good with that. I’m not sure what I’d do with perfect vision at this point.

I must admit that I also do not know who I would be witha  perfect vision. It took me so much time and energy to accept, to become who i am and to adapt, that now I would feel at least strange to return to a fully sighted life.

and when someone asked G.L. if he wouldn’t want to be able to drive again he writes:

Listening to everyone else complain about the cost (of owning a car and driving), I’m pretty comfortable riding the bus or walking places.

But another very interesting comment is about praying. Praying for who? God?  If you believe in God, it’s part of the “plan” for you to have RP.
I would want to hear the answer of someone who believes in God. What would he say about this? Isn’t true that God created us this way, with these limits, maybe because of his project for us?
That’s what they say, isn’t it?

In any case, most of the answers are yes or no. Believers and not believers, Hope and no hope.
I stll truly think we should focus on the present, live the life we have at the most of its potential now and if one day they will give us the good news, it will be a great surprise.

On the other hand I have to translate here twocomments I received in the Italian group, where the same question was asked.

A.C.S. Surprises are entrusted to the case. Research is a continuous work of people around the world that now share some results. Sure for those who do not read when something good will happen will be a surprise. However, we all live our lives, but also giving any information to those who do not know, at any level is part of the research.

P.M. Researchers are also hopeful and continue to study and look for a cure. What if they also would have no hope  …. Many diseases that were incurable now are cured or slowed down thanks to the studies of people who believed.